July 8th, 2008

surya

Getting back to divination

I stumbled across some of the mails I wrote just following the COoR discussions in late 2006, and I'm somewhat amused by my own attitude toward the whole process. The more I go back and take another look, the softer I become on a lot of it.

Anyway, that's another subject for another time.

I'm still in the process of completing the various divinations people asked me about. I've gotten through some of them, but not many at all. It turns out that my frustration with the process was hitting a boiling point (at least partially) because I was hitting the end of my "free-time" period before everything blew up.

As it stands, I'm still running pretty hard.

I've done a couple of divinations today, though, and those should be going out, too. I'm *trying* to do them in chronological order. We'll see how that goes.
surya

Optimism occurred well after the original depression

Three years ago, I was broken and beaten.

But there was a light in my darkness.

I never, ever thought that light would go out.

I found tonight that it had.

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Originally, I was going to write only that.

As I type the entry, though, I find this needs to be tacked on:

But I know I will wait patiently, no matter how long it takes, to see this fire re-lit and receiving sacrifice again.
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