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Ár nDraíocht Féin
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March 31st, 2005

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01:19 pm - From a comment left on jenarael's journal . . .
I do my best to avoid joking about Christianity, a religion I left a long time ago. It wasn't really like leaving. . . more like a prolonged breakup in which we're still friends, yet unsure how to act around one another. It's kind of uneasy. You know, we still see each other from time to time, I still remember the prayers (kinda like dancing to "our song") and have a lot of respect for Christianity's god (sorta like one has a respect for an ex-girlfriend's cool dad), but it's just mostly awkward.

I don't have a desire to go back, but I don't have a desire to burn the bridges, either. The awkwardness is strangely usual and normal to me. It doesn't bother me, really, it just makes me wonder what might have been.
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: "The Wind Cries Mary", -JB

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Date:March 31st, 2005 07:48 pm (UTC)
Often, I am quite happy that I did not get to my religion by leaving another. It leaves me free of the baggage so many people have that gives them this desire to negatively separate themselves from their past. I like how you look at things, it's not for you but you don't tear it apart.
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Date:March 31st, 2005 08:02 pm (UTC)
I try very hard not to tear it apart. It doesn't do anyone any good to do that. Kinda like I don't talk negatively about my ex's. Well, there is one that I speak negatively about, but you have to get me started, and I only do that because it's the truth, not really out of malice.

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