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Ár nDraíocht Féin
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March 31st, 2005

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01:19 pm - From a comment left on jenarael's journal . . .
I do my best to avoid joking about Christianity, a religion I left a long time ago. It wasn't really like leaving. . . more like a prolonged breakup in which we're still friends, yet unsure how to act around one another. It's kind of uneasy. You know, we still see each other from time to time, I still remember the prayers (kinda like dancing to "our song") and have a lot of respect for Christianity's god (sorta like one has a respect for an ex-girlfriend's cool dad), but it's just mostly awkward.

I don't have a desire to go back, but I don't have a desire to burn the bridges, either. The awkwardness is strangely usual and normal to me. It doesn't bother me, really, it just makes me wonder what might have been.
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: "The Wind Cries Mary", -JB

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Date:March 31st, 2005 08:38 pm (UTC)
Oh, you must. I insist. Whenever there's a special day at school that requires what is often referred to as "church clothes," I can barely contain the glee. Should I wear the sparkly evening gown, the peek-a-boo lingerie, the bodice that serves up the mammaries on a platter, or maybe just the furry satyr trousers with the erect phallus attached? Decisions, decisions.
Date:March 31st, 2005 08:42 pm (UTC)
Its all such good stuff. I'd probably just have to go with my demon worshipping gear. But that gets so boring after the first few times.

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