November 1st, 2005
|05:02 am - Just when you start to see light, the wall of the hole you're in collapses|
T: In the years we dated, you destroyed any sort of self-worth that I had.
T: Just know that you did.
Yes, the time-stamp is right. It's just after five AM, and I'm in my office.
Sleep, well. . . It wasn't much of an option.
I'm headed back toward home around 6AM to vote. Then coming straight back here. Maybe, just maybe I'll stop and get some breakfast on the way.
Edit: Yeah. No voting today. Apparently, the concept of "First Tuesday in November" is null and void if the "first Tues." is the first of November, too. Two firsts don't make a voting day.
Personally, I think it's a Communist plot.
Current Mood: indescribable
Current Music: "Changes in Latitudes, Changes in Attitudes", -JB
|Date:||November 1st, 2005 01:23 pm (UTC)|| |
Fuck, I’m not sure what to say. Unless you were a completely different person in private than around me, that statement seems to me to be undeserved. You have always seemed respectful and courteous to me. You always seemed to put her on a pedestal, too. All I can say I guess is that you never know what is going inside another person’s head. I hope you both find healing. I wish this wasn’t so hard for you. *hug*
Eh, no worries. No need to say anything. I toyed with leaving the comments turned off, so people wouldn't *have* to say anything, but I figured that'd show more hurt than actually exists at this point.
People would have just emailed you then or poked you in the side at PSA.
Yeah, I know :)
Stupid people and their stupid caring!
Don't worry, it's possible that I will eventually become too jaded to give a crap.
Not likely, though :-p