September 22nd, 2006
|09:45 am - I miss the wino. . .|
Cuz I'm livin' on things that excite me
Be they pastries or lobster or love
Where are the things that excite me?
I don't know. I haven't for a long time.
I miss living.
This world is full of too much pushin' and shovin'.
Current Location: Southeast of Disorder
Current Mood: working
Current Music: "The Wino and I Know", -JB
From your last LJ entry:
This is the sort of thing that truly excites me in life.
I experience a great deal of pressure not to do those things.
Yeah, I know. And my parents are always going, "Don't prostitute yourself. Don't sell yourself to men!" But they have no idea how hard it is to get along these days...
Well, then get the less exciting things done or mostly done first. Catch up on sleep, read back in LJ if you intend to, wrap up loose ends in projects or conversations, read my Dedicant Journal (or not), etc, etc. Then, after being bored to DEATH for a couple of days, however long all the miscellany takes, celebrate! Go do tons of things that excite you on a cleaner slate.
Can't help you with work -- you probably shouldn't be doing anything non-work-related that excites you at work anyway :( -- but at least a weekend is coming up. Maybe that'll help!