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Ár nDraíocht Féin
Three Cranes
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June 21st, 2008

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05:03 pm - Frustration
Some days, I get frustrated with my progress through the ADF Clergy Training Program. It's hard (and it just gets harder as it goes on). I just stood up, my brain hurting from trying to manage answering a question, and walked around in a circle, not really knowing why I got up in the first place. There's a specter of fear in my mind telling me that I just can't answer them, and that I'm simply not good enough.

Right now, I'm stuck on Divination 2. There, I need to provide nine divinations I've done for others. Right now, I only have access to notes for three. I cannot find others (though I know I've done others).

So, if anyone needs any sort of divination work done, please let me know. It would aid me greatly to do some divination for you.

I'm within two questions of finishing Divination 2 and one question of finishing Trance 1. I have nearly all the information I need to finish the biggest question in Trance 2, as well, but actually doing it is really hard for me. It's so hard for me to see the end but to feel like I simply cannot get there. I feel like Zeno's frog.

Well, back to work: complaining about it doesn't make it finish itself. I really, really want to finish Trance 1 today, and get a solid start on Trance 2. Perseverance is the virtue of today.

(If I could choose two "moods" for this post, it would be "frustrated, hopeful." But, alas, I cannot.)
Current Location: Southeast of Disorder
Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
Current Music: "The Captain and the Kid", -JB
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Date:June 22nd, 2008 05:19 am (UTC)
I belong to a Divination meetup group that meets at Luck Bros Cafe in Grandview. Cindy Hartline leads the group and has been talking about asking you and Sean to come to one of our meetups to share the Druid perspective of Divination. It is a casual meetup and members give and receive readings for each other using various Divination techniques. You can count on at least 15-20 participants. I really enjoy this meetup and think it might be a nice way for you to fulfill this requirement. Let me know if you are interested and I can give you the specifics.
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Date:June 22nd, 2008 02:16 pm (UTC)
It might. I generally prefer one-on-one settings for stuff I'm going to get deeply into, but I wouldn't mind coming by sometime to talk about what we do, and I think Shawneen would love to come, as well.
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Date:June 22nd, 2008 06:46 pm (UTC)
Wonderful! We would love to have you both there :) Cindy will send you the specifics of the meetup times/dates.

Edited at 2008-06-22 06:48 pm (UTC)

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