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Ár nDraíocht Féin
Three Cranes
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July 8th, 2008

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09:42 pm - Optimism occurred well after the original depression
Three years ago, I was broken and beaten.

But there was a light in my darkness.

I never, ever thought that light would go out.

I found tonight that it had.


Originally, I was going to write only that.

As I type the entry, though, I find this needs to be tacked on:

But I know I will wait patiently, no matter how long it takes, to see this fire re-lit and receiving sacrifice again.

Current Location: Southeast of Disorder
Current Mood: optimisticoptimistic
Current Music: "Perrier Blues", -JB

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Date:July 9th, 2008 02:42 am (UTC)

I remember 3 years ago....
[User Picture]
Date:July 9th, 2008 02:57 am (UTC)
[User Picture]
Date:July 9th, 2008 03:09 am (UTC)
Be well. *hug*
[User Picture]
Date:July 9th, 2008 03:26 am (UTC)

more *HUGS*

and more *HUGS*
[User Picture]
Date:July 9th, 2008 03:38 am (UTC)

even though I can't say "well hey, I understand..."

i kinda get it.

i'm trying to take deep breaths, too.
[User Picture]
Date:July 9th, 2008 04:04 am (UTC)
I'm not comfortable pretending to hug you, so um, here just have some empathy.

Also, did you ever notice that when you are looking at stars, there are some you can only see when you aren't directly looking at the spot?
[User Picture]
Date:July 9th, 2008 04:50 am (UTC)

You have my email if you ever need to talk.
[User Picture]
Date:July 9th, 2008 12:56 pm (UTC)
[User Picture]
Date:July 9th, 2008 01:37 pm (UTC)
*hands over match detector kit*
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Date:July 9th, 2008 01:43 pm (UTC)
[User Picture]
Date:July 9th, 2008 02:19 pm (UTC)
I've written and erased like ten sentences now, so I will instead just add my virtual *hug* in with everyone elses (and hey, I'm going to through in a kiss on your cheek too!).
[User Picture]
Date:July 9th, 2008 02:49 pm (UTC)
There must be some strange astrological crap going on.
[User Picture]
Date:July 9th, 2008 03:22 pm (UTC)

274. Her sensual and easy motion seems impossible to chart.

If there is anything I can do for you, let me know, and I'll do it in a heartbeat. For some reason it's extremely hard for me to imagine you broken and beaten, you always seem so centered and grounded and strong, and you always have.

see yourself from others people eyes good friend.
[User Picture]
Date:July 9th, 2008 08:30 pm (UTC)
I will hold the nine sacred woods burning until you are once again ready to receive the flame. Let me know how I can help my brother!
[User Picture]
Date:July 9th, 2008 08:39 pm (UTC)
We did a bit of work for you last night, too, since there area number of people who have job-related issues now. I have some incense for you to burn when you get back :)

Oh, and your spiral was painted as the horse's eye. . . :)
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Date:July 10th, 2008 03:56 am (UTC)
When I'm in town in September, we'll make magic eggs. We'll fill them with random comments and leave them around town. Are you game?

If you are not down with that, we could also randomly distribute army men, chalk the oval, and/or hide in trees and throw jelly beans at people.
[User Picture]
Date:July 10th, 2008 12:23 pm (UTC)
Why choose? Let us do all these things!

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